Wednesday, December 12, 2007
i wasnt the kind who quit a job before getting something else.. but that convalescent hospital was making me feel like i was one of their residents there. i was slowly going crazy inside.. i just knew i had to get out of there. tom was being a pain.. i value all the things he taught me and all the memories and experience ive gained.. so i did something that i could never imagine doing.. knowing there was rent due, car payments and all expenses which needed money... i quit my job with my final check with my 60 over hours of vacation hours. so i quit. i know that job paid me quite a sum of money but there.... i quit.
so despite being on vacation, i wasnt really completely at ease knowing that i dont have a job that was there waiting for me. my parents, zach were completely supportive not to mention mike. they gave me the encouragement. but you know, i still worry in the inside. it wasnt something i was used to. besides kentucky, i stayed at home applying jobs.. anything i could get. i was wiling to take a job which paid lower than the convalescent hospital.. i know that im not lazy, im hardworking, always willing to learn and i make sacrifices which my social life for work.. im sincere, genuine... i should not be afraid. im not an drug addict, im not a bum who doesnt want to work. i have always put work above everything.. i work hard.. i pull long hours to learn.. i go the extra mile.. i dont just work based on my job description. there will be a job for me... so i sat at home, shop.. did my christmas shopping, watched the entire 6 seasons of gilmore girls, bunch of dvds.. 5 tvb series.. and god knows what i did... not cleaning for sure..haha... i was worried but i wasnt scared because i know there will be a job for me out there. i got a couple of interviews i attended. one wasnt going to start till christmas, and seriously.. i dont think i want to stay at home for that long and not work. it is sooooo boring.
to make the long story short, im not working my second week for warning management services, inc at their employment systems branch.. their payroll and HR corporate office fore the entertaintment industry..models for well...you know models...as an assistant controller. ES is actualy the same row as disneyland haha... around 7 ish or sometimes 6 ish i hear the fireworks going at disney. and preserverance pays off.. i got a pay much higher than what i made. so now im happily working 12 hr shifts, enjoying my weekends and going to school. money is coming in steadily and im glad. i thank god for all that he has provided me. because you know why?... after my interview with warning, as i drove home i prayed to god.. asking him to give me the opportunity to have the job.. and that i have never ask for anything more.. and you know what i started just after 2 days. my prayers were answered... and .. i made a promise that i will go to church...and i spoken to my mom..i will go to church with her every sunday. and i will as HE gave me hope. hope to believe i can.
** i received a christmas card from daph. i miss her sooo much. although i know my blog is long gone abandoned, i just want her to know that i cant wait to see her and have a good cup of coffee...
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i'm 24, living in Rancho Santa Margarita, California. I have a loving family and a wonderful fiance. I have 3 pets, Hunter, Tiffany & Bug. I'm working full time as a Assistant Controller. I love spending time cuddling with Mike, going to new places.
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